what has been is what will be
2009
October
On the End Of The Line, and what we found thereStand by for action!
September
Until thenHello again (I think)
August
Blowing off the dustFebruary
One entry, one entry...2008
December
A sound, a thin silenceOctober
Bridges are burntEscapee
September
Sent via websiteAugust
From before creationJuly
HappeningsJune
SermonisingBlargle
Grind
Mosaic
May
Cultural mystiqueApril
Mixed bagMarch
Well...I can dream.We have ignition
Sharp incline
February
A vile businessJanuary
Desperately seeking spawnThe tallest man, the broadest shoulders
Shiny and new
2007
November
I can kill Catering with a single thoughtOctober
Braindump topic equals workSeptember
Saving Face(book)August
More than meets the eyeJuly
Well...June
Amra bangladesh jaboPachdin
Two weeks, five days
May
Not even a hintApril
Out from Gogol's overcoatNo bananas today for this Banana Republic
Power down
March
Fat kids in careFebruary
Holy Jackfruit!Five times five
On marriage and the invention of symbols
January
To the windsHNY
2006
December
Headless chooksA wretched hive of scum and villainy
November
TumbleblogOctober
Walk forward into the lightPsychology pet-hate #54
Working
September
Won't somebody think of the children?August
FrivolJuly
Good music, bad music...Squish
June
One yearIt's not an essay
The hand of the diligent will reign
May
So dark the con of DanExpect a call
I like long walks and sci-fi movies
Are you asking for a CHALLENGE?!!?!
The red button
No mail today. Maybe tomorrow.
April
SeaChangeBefore Truth could get its boots on
On marriage
March
How to get on The Amazing RaceThe 'Broaden Ben's Musical Taste' list
Covert Christianity exposed?
Random output = go
Carpe fruitum
February
Not your average memeBangla zindabad
Upside down, upside down
Moore-ling?
Memes
Hai hai! - A Bollywood Primer
January
The tragedy of the teaspoonsHappy Australia Day
The Lion hijacked
Ta da
Interview
2005
December
Deeper magicWord nerd
East is east and west is west
Gainfully something’d
Honours for Dummies
November
PurgatorioHiss
The end of all things
Khabar
October
Playing the whoreChomp
Twice in one year
We have submission
Eek
I need a little distraction
Silence
September
HeaddeskIn which the author attempts to rationalise the obvious
Don’t worry, it’s a unisex name in the Arab world
21 today
Changing of the seasons
Cause and effect
So…
August
Beyond the wallThree things
ReachOut ReCap
The least of these
Little experiments
Stopover
On the wing
Last semester
July
A new creationBearded one
Still going
It’s over
Bangla Ben: International Man of Missionary
June
Long tripScheming evil schemes
Is a race
Testimony
Failure
Stars
Ultimate mix CD
Magic tea
26 days
Next to (grammar) godliness
May
Bangla BenI’ve got a bad feeling about this
Assorted one-liners
On-line
Shhh
An attempt at national dress
What, How, Why, et al
My precious
It is inevitable
Raw materials
Ratrir khabar
April
GremlinsA very long weekend
The circle city
Dislocation
No-one loves a straight line
New unclear reactions
Minutiae
Green thumbs
Dreamlog
Why the book I’m reading is a little odd
Defence
And again
March
Good morning, good morningRinse cycle
Across the oily river where the road had been
Like a spreading cancer
Randoms
Big Weekend – in progress
Thoughts at 2:15am
Recently seen
Domesticity day
Giant anime robots
Hell on earth
Off we go
Ethical dilemmas
Fix it
Ah, sweet data
The Big Ol’ Catchup
Contact
February
CrackleHappy snaps
Persistence
Ancien regime
Robot is condemned to be free
January
ClickiesUnder construction
Bad beard day
Progress
2005 mission objectives
2004 mission objectives – a recap
En vogue
Gasp II: The Internet Returns
Matrimony (recap)
2004
December
GaspMatrimony
Descartes’ dolls
Proof of life
The unusual case of HM
List v1.0 @ 11 days to go
November
Big Boys’ Toys IIIBucks
Halfway
Big Boys’ Toys II
So full of faith yet full of doubt, I ask
Setback
Big boys’ toys
Benificence
Word to light
Pluses and minuses
T-minus
October
On a roll with blogrollContents
Vroom
An open letter
Are you bored yet?
Wedding Disaster Dream #3
Weekend
The Book of Happenings, 10:12ff
Battle of the Sexes
Seeing voices
Not dead
September
Searching for myselfMush
Gratuitous links list
All I remember is
What about…?
Doof doof
Berfday
Out there/in here
Playing it (straight)
Rapunzel redux
Spring
Today, today
August
The Book of Happenings, 30:1-24Need doing
Thinking…
Lie detection
Enjoying a good drink
Mundanity
Writing the unknown
The day after yesterday
The space between
Bits and bobs
We are living in a material world
From the bottom of my brain
Setting the record straight
Thingamajigsaw puzzle
Here am I
Guess how much I love you!
Just want you want to hear, right?
Those hardships of life
The end is near.
Thought and counterthought
July
Stack them to the heavensAn inner conversation
I wonder when
Bipolar disorder
Away with me.
What you think it is.
Top albums.
The Proust questionnaire.
Stuff happens.
The bwessed union of souls.
Community service broadcast
NZ travelogue – day 9 of 9
NZ travelogue – day 8 of 9
NZ travelogue – day 6 + 7 of 9
NZ travelogue – day 5 of 9
NZ travelogue – day 4 of 9
NZ travelogue – day 3 of 9
NZ travelogue – day 2 of 9
NZ travelogue – day 1 of 9
NZ travelogue – preface
Goodness times three
June
Hysteria is goodAs a row of tents
Other worlds
Excerpts from study notes
Observations on self
A quick update
The Internet is a weird place
Is this equality?
My uptown world
Ten-minute blog
Reflections in monitor glass
It is done
Ben on Freud on Buffy
In the sixth month of the third year…
24 hours
May
Not one but three, and not three but one...like a giddy planet round a burning sun…
T-minus 200 days
From the cutting-room floor
State-of-the-edge, cutting art
Ikea of philisophy
Grieving for the thought-unknown
Food of love
My dog ate my conscience.
Gorgeous chaos of existence
A confession
Verily, I say
Narcissist 5
April
Anime 101Reprieve
Blog Ex Machina
Shout at the Lord
Randoms
Fit Eye for the Unfit Guy
Five Somethings for Friday
I am you are me
Ben on Freud on…
Help me help you.
It’s the foreign names. Really.
60 min/hr…60 min/hr…
March
If dreams are like movies…The 411
Male bonding
Today and Tomorrow
Reflections in a (dark) glass
Fighting with shadows
Freebies
Today is Tuesday
Tick, tock
Week 1 evaluation
It’s <i>The Passion</i> again…
Lookie lookie, I’m a cartographer
End of another three-month era
February
More than etiquetteNarcissist 5
True Grit (take 2)
Quick recap
Lookie lookie, I’m an artist
What to make of Gibson’s <i>Passion</i>?
Let’s see that again
Five Somethings for Friday
EnZed nostalgia
Zoinks!
CSL on natural laws and God’s time
The travesty, the stupidity…
Narcissist 5
On being an apparent Christian
Feast your eyes
Merciless plagiarism
A long-expected party.
January
It’s my party; I’ll cry if I want to!Narcissist 5
I’m over my writer’s block
Annual Katoomba pilgrimage
2004 mission objectives
The Batchelor
Writer’s block strikes back
Randoms
It’s traditional
On the paradox of our ‘humanness’
Randoms – category = engagement
The Neu Wirlde awaits…
Three years in review
Weary from battle.
2003
December
The Mandatory Christmas PostThe Worship Alternative (II)
The Worship Alternative (I)
”...we put all these people on TV, and out came this calf!”
Bible Quiz 101
November
The times, they are a’changin…A Greater Darkness snippet III – The Chapel
How long, O LORD?
More <i>Matrix</i> Philosophy (no spoilers)
There is no spoon > there is no plot > there is no ending (III)
Inferno > Purgatorio > Paradisio (II)
Thesis > Antithesis > Synthesis
Why I’m an amillenialist, and other things.
September
Tolerate me, tolerate you.August
Scraps of SoulStrange things that remind me of NZ